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Intro
01:08
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A Truth Inside The Lie
03:22
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You're everything I've known
So tell me where to go
I know I don't belong here anymore
These paths that I've roamed
They never took me home
You told me once:
"You'll reap what you sow
when you forget what you've known
to be true in your soul"
The loved ones left behind already know
This distance that's grown
there's nowhere to go
Oh my fallen friend
you're in this heart of mine
with everything unsaid
the door is shut
Although I'm standing here
The way is so unclear
So tell me the truth
The truth inside the lie
Show me the truth
Seek and you shall find
Fear in peace of mind
the truth inside the lie
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3. |
That Sinking Feeling
05:44
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If I stop then I will sink
Bring me to the brink of exhaultation
take some more then I will think
maybe it's just an exaggeration
Do I need more than I can give?
Maybe I should make a cancellation
but I can't hide from all these things
I can't halt my animation
If there's a will there's a way that I can find
(You know you're right)
A cure for galore of deadened eyes
(You know you're right)
I'm in need of belief and wondering why
You know I'm pushing against the tides
Again
It crawls deep under my skin
yet I ignore out of obligation
for it's easy to begin
to think that it's all a fabrication
but when it hits I'm feeling sick
I reach for air that's non-existant
so farewell to this sinking ship
I'll go down with no resistance
If there's a will there's a way but I can't find
(you know you're right)
A cure for galore of deadened eyes
(you know you're right)
I'm in need of belief and wondering why
you know I'm pushing against the tides
Yeah you want more than I can give
but it's no cure for this situation
Yeah you want more than I can give
but this life's no simulation
Yeah you want more than I can give
but I'm needing this motivation
for I'm pushing against the tides again
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4. |
Rivers Of Ice (2019 Mix)
04:37
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You're a disguise, you're a river of ice again
remember how the water used to flow
out from your heart and into our lives
but all along was a song that you had to sing along
A sweet melody was your only friend
your fake friends knew the words
pushed the buttons till it hurt
hands were tied again and you froze away to the void
but you're beautiful and you could start again
Fall in love again with yourself
Your soul suicide changed nobodies minds
as you tried to fill the void on your own
What were you searching for, what were you trying to find?
As you froze every burning bridge behind
but you're beautiful and you can start again
fall in love again with yourself
you're in disguise
you're a river of ice again
frozen underneath to the self
Tell me why
can't you give another try
you could start again
win the war against yourself
You've been disguised
you're river of ice again
flow it underneath to the self
you're beautiful and you can start again
fall in love again with yourself
you're in disguise, a river of ice again
frozen underneath to the self
Oh why, tell me why
can't you give another try
you could start again
win the war against yourself
you've been disguised
under rivers of ice again
flow it underneath to the self
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5. |
No More Pain
01:56
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We had long ago
A search for maturity and finality
In teenage bliss, something amiss
A cry for more that's in us all
Our friends so tall
We watched them fall
Wanting no more pain.
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6. |
Message From The Water
05:14
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A message from the water;
Hi, I'm here
I'm underneath
I know I was to call you the other day
sometime last week
with all this fake it till you make it
I have lost my will to take it
So have a smile from me
So have a kiss from me
So have a smile, from me
and have some time away from me
A message from the water;
Wish you were here, the water's clear
cause I'm down here in a world of my own
So have a smile from me
So have a kiss from me
So have a smile, from me
and have some time away from me
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7. |
The Rain
04:10
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You hide your loneliness
with smiles that you bring
The truth you'll never give away
You can't fight the emptiness
but you'll fake it to be the way
that everyone expects
This solitariness
This wall that you've built
You're only trying to forget
Dont hide in loneliness
the highest of walls will never
shelter from the storm
I know they never understand
with black mirrors in hand
distracted from this broken land
but when it all comes crashing down
when you fall to the ground
I'll sing your name
I'll be around
but here comes the rain
here comes the rain
Here comes the rain
We're calling out your name
Here comes the rain
Here comes the shame
Here comes the blame
put on yourself in vain
Here comes the rain
Here comes the rain
to wash away the pain
Here comes the rain
Don't hide in loneliness
the highest of walls will never
shelter from the storm
cause here comes the rain
here comes the rain
here comes the rain
we're calling out your name
here comes the rain
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8. |
History's Edge
02:33
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In the sky I had a vision, spiralling,
endless eyes were watching me
I thought I had all the answers that I believed
but nothing's ever what it seems
Down the road I saw the people drowning in
all their woes, an endless sea
and In the house I see the family, silently
living out their past in dreams
Where do I go from here my friend?
I'm lost for words at history's edge
cause I can't forget
and I can't pretend
that I'll ever be
the same again
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9. |
Season Of Regret
06:16
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Laying down in the dark
Trying to find a new way
I'm tranquilized while the horses are all out to play
But I'm awake so could we talk again?
I've made mistakes yeah
Time after time, every way
We're all looking for that
transcendant perfect day
It won't come true
but will you be my friend?
I'm at the bottom of a hole in vain
I'll crawl my way out just to feel the rain
I got nothing but a memory with your name
What could I say?
Well It's the Season of regret
For all those things I can't forget
You're just a movie in my head
of everything I wish I could've said
I spent so many nights trying to find some new belief in myself
I've got a hole in my soul and I'm lost, I'm somewhere else
It's all to waste cause nothing feels the same
I'm locked inside a daydream haze
I'm cinematic in a picture frame
I know nothing ever lasts
this part of me that's past
But it's the season of regret
For all those things I can't forget
You're just a movie in my head
of everything I wish I could've said
It's all a movie in my head
That plays until
Until we meet again
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10. |
Final Farewell
05:58
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I'm stuck with loss of vision
for what's to come from what's been going on
where I've come from
but these steps I take now
are for you
As I say goodbye to you.
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Mitchel Emms England, UK
I'm a vocalist / musician / producer based in the midlands, UK.
I write songs and
produce music about all sorts of pretentious things whilst trying to play it off as if I'm not reaching into the depths of my own soul.
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Mitchel Emms recommends:
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